And when Zacharias saw him he was troubled, and fear fell upon him. But the angel said unto him, Fear not…
—Luke 1:12, 13
One of the things that happen consistently in several of the
Advent stories is that when the angel appears to bring good news—news of the
coming of the Christ, the announcement of new life, joy, and peace—the first
response is not joy or praise, but fear. In each story, this initial reaction
to the divine inspiration is accompanied by the angel’s mantra: Fear not.
Fear is our usual, innate reaction to anything unknown that threatens
life as we know it. The Advent story is about a new spiritual identity destined
to overturn the rule of the ego, bringing about new life through a fundamental
change in consciousness. This is unsettling to the ego to say the least. It is
not unusual for devotees on the spiritual path to have this experience of fear
or contraction in the light of the soul’s readiness to express more fully.
Sometimes we experience fear when we know we have been called to step into a
new way of living—perhaps speaking our truth when we have previously held back,
or seeking a new line of work that is more in harmony with our life purpose, or
being inspired to give more generously than we have before. Any of these
behaviors can trigger ego’s alarm system which has been put in place as a
protective mechanism. When we experience this, we can use our discernment to
reveal what the fear is based on.
Sometimes this contraction of fear is experienced in
meditation. Samadhi, or experiences of superconsciousness, require us to let go
in order for our awareness to expand into our higher Self. When this expansion
of consciousness occurs, it can be joyful and yet provoke an ego-based
reaction. People say things like, “I was meditating and I felt so much joy
arising, and then I got scarred and my meditation experience stopped.” Or, “my
breath got so quiet it stopped. It was so peaceful but then I became afraid and
my thoughts interrupted the meditation.” The fear comes from holding on to the
body-mind as our primary identity, instead of knowing that we are actually
returning to consciously rest in our true nature as spiritual beings.
Remembering our essential nature as unbounded supreme
Consciousness, knowing that we are spiritual beings expressing through mind and
body can help us step into these expansive experiences. Walking in faith, we
can say to ourselves: fear not.
Practice:
Notice thoughts and feelings that arise that are based in
fear, particularly as they arise in relation to new, positive behaviors.
Inquire into those thoughts and feelings. Discern what their origin is. Notice
what changes as you shift your attention and awareness from identifying with
body, mind, and ego and embrace your essential true nature.
Contemplate:
The Blessed Lord
spoke: Whence has this timidity of yours come to you in time of danger?... Do
not become a coward, Arjuna. This is not suitable to you. Abandoning base
faintheartedness, Stand up, Arjuna! –words of Krishna to Arjuna, Bhagavad Gita 2.2-3
Reflect:
When have I noticed fear arising? Does it coincide with
expanding my potential?
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